When I was reading this, I felt every word. I too felt the anger, disappointment, shame and frustration. I love my homeland because that’s what it will always be, if they decide to kick us out of England, Pakistan is where I would go to seek refuge. There’s British Asian’s who can be described as the politically correct phrase which is a “coconut”. “Brown” on the outside but “White” on the inside. You can interpret this how you wish. But for me I refuse to become a coconut. I love Pakistan and it’s history. However, I wish the people could sometimes be nicer to each other.